TAKING STOCK

It has just been one of those days when everything just seems to get on my nerves! hehe Small details or problems that I usually wouldnt even bother to give 2 seconds to, end up being the main source of frustrated spasm attacks, tantrums, blame games, screaming matches and lengthy d&ms with sobs in between intermissions hehe.

The people that I would usually call out of boredom or for support are no longer a local call away! (or a free voda to voda after 7pm hehe) I dont really know who I can turn to in times of major crisis, those that I thought that i could count on, well lets just say im still counting on them to send a reply to my desparate call for help. oh so sad !! Whilst everyone else is celebrating in the joys of friendship, im battling to find someone in my phonebook that will even bother picking up the fone when I call...im sorry about the sad sorry dribbles coming out today...oh so boring and soppy!! Its just been one of those days...

This emotional distress may be due to the fact that ive been catching up on my reruns of dawsons creek ...oh so lame... haha its tradition tho, I cant help it uni holidays bring out the soppiness in me! Im ready to bring back the cranky ol' me, the grumpy bumm going through sleepless nights for last minute attempts at assessments, highly caffeinated days, all kinds of junk foods consumed during group work sessions ... mmm the natural confectionery company jellies, not to forget the 40min ipod accompanied train ride to uni. I am oh so ready to see the poor rash covered 3rd years haha urethane casting causing allergeric reactions! I digress...

This is my last weekend before I become a complete hermit and live amongst the trees so im hoping to encourage those crazies I love to drink and dance with to come out this saturday night for my last drop of freedom!! FREEDOOOOOM!!!

CURRENTLY iTUNING TO:

For Real - Christina Milian feat. Twista
Georgia On My Mind - Ray Charles loooove it!!
Sexyback - Justin Timberlake sooo catchy!
Baby Where You at - Joe feat Papoose paaapOOOOse
Do What You Do - John Myers
Ordinary Day - Donell Jones


CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:

Rrrribs :)
Seduce beaded necklace for only 30 bucks! woohhoo
Jayjays skipping rope counter hehe
Black crew neck bonds shirt worn under everything! hehe
My training shoes used since 2000 haha perfectly moulded to my feet, so comfy i trust my life with them! hehe
Bluetooth rocks!

BRING ON 2007!!!

Its really really really early I know! So much can happen in 6 months but nevertheless im really looking forward to what 2007 will hold!! Studying industrial design is risky, no guarantee of employment, the competitiveness in the field and the long hard hours put into every concept that is developed.

But im ready..at least I think i'm ready :S I had a coffee with E this morning and I was as nervous as ever! I was shaking, possibly from the cold or most probably nervousness although I dont know why i've worked with all of the guys before ;) I brought with me a little office gift, minties and fantails for the cast looking bowl in the boardroom hehe The guys were so happy to see me, E completely forgeting how we met, yet he did manage to remember and tease me about my customer food poisoning scare :S embarassment! hehe

We had a good chat over coffee, turns out I may have a design job waiting for me when I graduate...thats IF I graduate on time! yikes! Their business is expanding and the office is going to take over downstairs aswell. E showed me around the new space and it has super duper amounts of potential! I'm so excited for the guys! Its such a sexy space...haha if a space can be labeled sexy that is!

So it looks like i'll be back at the cross, but this time i'll be armed with my boxing skills hahaha

On another note, my cousins have been away for 3 weeks and I was supposed to make sure I started their car and take it for a spin every now and then to make sure the winter cold didnt kill the battery. Alas! I went all the way there and it didnt start, I tried the horn and it gave a sad sorry honnk...ooopsies

Eeks better get back to work i've been bludging for far too long!

SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO...

All last week I was looking forward to Saturday night that just passed...my first outing in YONKS! A whole 7 weeks to be precise. Saturday night consisted of lychee tinis (5 bucks before 10! woohoo!) and lovely gay guys who loved my boots! hehe it was GREAT! Celebrating the last of us girls to turn the BIG 21 capped off the bestest 20 months (feb 05 - jul 06) of my drunken saturday night life ahaha!!!! love u jen-JAMO :)

This week has consisted of coming to work for my dad (so much for holidays) / pads with Hany (yay) / waiting for that txt msg to know that your willing to put the effort into our friendship (the ball is in your court) / freezing my ass off as I dont have any warm jumpers (how did i survive last winter?) and trying not to bite on my cheek with my annoying ass wisdom tooth til next Monday argghh! (yay for dentists!)

CURRENTLY iTUNING TO:

Betcha - Megan Rochelle
Still - Megan Rochelle
Feelin You - Donell Jones
Imagination - Avant (i still cant get over this song i dont even know why!)
Groove Tonight - Nicole Scherzinger feat. Mannie Fresh
Any Johnta Austin sound ... sighhhhhh!!!

CANT LIVE WITHOUT:

Double sided fashion tape (hehe)
My new Witchery belt which nicely matches everything!!!
Schwarzkopf Flattening Product (cant wait til my short ass layers grow and stop sticking out!!! grr)

TIGHT ASS RANT #1

Ok so right now i'm stuffing my face with my usual 6in chicken pieced, swiss cheesed, tomatoed, lettuced, cucumbered, pickled italian herbs and cheese sub with ranch AND southwest sauces, ready to vent on my tight assness!!!

I lined up ready to place my order, a 6in for me and another 6in for my dad, the TA way would tell me to order a footlong, so I did. Not toasted and half way there, pickles on one side and onion on the other. Salt and pepper thanks, and my two sauces squeezed over the top I kindly asked for it to be wrapped separately. A TA manual no no! I shuffled up to the counter ready to pay and I was charged for 2 separate 6in subs! Thats $11.80 thanks, in my state of lostness I handed over a 10er and copped an 'ahem'. Oh but they are the same roll...stirred...I usually pay $8.45. I handed over a 5er I had no energy to fight. I'll just take it out on the pads with Hany on Monday!!! Grrr

CURRENTLY iTUNING TO:

Any Johnta Austin sound . siighhhh
Baby it's you - Donell Jones feat. Rico Love
Hands on you - Donell Jones prod. Ryan Leslie
Im too grown for that - Tamia

CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:

The Natural Confectionery Company jellies of ALL SORTS mmmm
My new old boots :)
Central Heating
My super cool yellow 1kg weights hehe

UNI HOLIDAYS! YAY!

I think i've come to the realisation that there are some people in my life that just dont want to be in my life, depressing I know, as much as I try to be part of theirs, nothing ever seems to break the barrier...yes thats what it feels like a barrier! erughh but what can you do aye?! enough of that sad depressing dribble I say!

Uni holidays are just days away now! WOOHOO but now comes the time of working out what my major project to get me out of this place is going to be about! eh I'll think about it next week :)

All you lucky bumms travelling to each corner of the globe, my 2 favourite people decided to jet off for the whole of the uni holidays. LUCKY BITCHES ahaha its going to be about 2 years til I can jet off :( Too many things keeping me from going just yet, but i'd take a free trip anywhere! anyday! hehe