I FEEL LIKE IM SUFFOCATING

Geez this semester hasnt turned out like I expected...maybe the fact that I may not be graduating with my fav industrial designers in the whole world!! I dont understand why I cant be allowed to design 'something pretty'. Im all about form, I never used to be like this tho, I used to be function all the way! I dont know what changed me...maybe studying it for 4 years just helped me get over trying to make the world a better place and just making it a 'prettier' place to look at. Which reminds me I went shopping at glue today looking for my grey dress! alas! not there! and anyway spoke to umm i forget his name, the 'manager' and he aksed me out of nowhere what was up?! Agat said i was walking around looking like a zombie...argh this is what uni is doing to me I cant stop thinking, I cant construct sentences when talking to people, I dont notice anything, constantly walking into people its so frustrating! -remind me to breathe please?

I met up with Agat for 'coffee' this evening which ended up being a 3 course dinner!! haha I had a really fun time probably since she was preparing my meal for me! hahaha she even prepared for me the soft bit inside a bread roll and butter...I wont eat the outside just the soft fluffy bit in the middle ehehe im so not a picky eater!! just dont put anything on my plate that I wouldnt eat!
Its not often we catch up these days but it still feels the same which is a relief. I think its really nice having someone whom knows what youre thinking without you having to say anything...

Another thing I practically begged Trish to meet up tomo night to help me to figure out what I should do for my major project...im gna crack the shits soon! badly! haha im so grateful she's willing to drag my ass outta trouble, coz im sure im not!! - nette